to Jesus, Who is concerned with everything

Darling, i don't like this movie. in fact, You know that i don't like many movies at all, and that the movies that i like, i probably shouldn't like because most movies are simply not worth watching. i don't know why i didn't come to this conclusion earlier. so, if You could, either take the movie away or take me away from the movie, and since i don't have a ride and this is not a laptop...

i know i can't change these people...but You can. change these people! turn their hearts toward You and away from their own entertainment! away from their movies, their sitcoms, their sports games, and their internet. away from their toys -- may they mature to their true desires. i pray all this for me as well. turn my heart away from myself and toward You.

Darling, please bless the Jat of India to turn away from themselves and lies and toward You.
God, there are many hurting people. in fact, i can't think of one living human who isn't in pain -- can i reconcile that? maybe i should read C. S. Lewis? someone once asked me this question: if all your doctrine and theology were proved wrong, what would that do to you? at first i thought that my relationship with You would not change; however, now, i realize that i would be very confused and that that confusion would cause me not to trust You. may there be nothing that causes me not to trust You. ever. love always trusts. i don't want to be confused either -- if that is possible, please help it to be true. You are not a God of disorder -- please calm the chaos in my self.

may there be nothing that causes us to not love You. may i forgive sinners, but not accept sin -- may i not tolerate it. not that sin is Your only concern. You are concerned with Your glory. and love. and everything. You are concerned with the movie that is going on right now and that is annoying me to no end.