to Jesus Who answers

(this post is the fiftieth after to Jesus, my dearest love)

God, what do You think about this? this is the fiftieth post on this blog; thus, i thought i would ask You fifty questions. ok? great!


1 do You love me?
2 do You like to sing?
3 do You sing about me?
4 what do You call me?
5 should i wear hats?
6 is it selfish of me to want to run a marathon?
7 what do You want me to ask You?
8 why do little kids ask "why" questions, but adults tend not to?
9 why did You make skin colors in nuetral tones?
10 why couldn't the big story be told a different way?
11 why does pain make us stronger?
12 why do i start looking up when i get tired?
13 why do i shake?
14 how is sadness good for us?
15 why do i always blame You for all that i think goes wrong in my life?
16 if there were no sin, could animals speak?
17 why do You love to create?
18 how would i spiritually wake up?
19 how would my life be the best it could be?
20 when should i start that prayer group thing?
21 how would i have an abundant life?
22 would You start the prayer group thing?
23 will You send the money for the garden?
24 will i shine like the stars in the heaven?
25 do all Christians get all five crowns?
26 are all five crowns the same?
27 is there someone i should pray for?
28 is there something i need to say to someone today?
29 is it a sin to be impulsive?
30 do You like to dance?
31 does E want to be my friend?
32 if i should where hats, why is it because of the angels?
33 can one lose his salvation if he chose to?
34 what does it take to obtain salvation?
35 why would someone not love You?
36 how can i be a good friend?
37 is journaling worth it?
38 what can be done to motivate me to write more?
39 what can be done to motivate me to take better care of my teeth?
40 what do i need to do to prepare for the rest of my life?
41 what is the meaning of life?
42 what is my purpose?
43 what will i look like when i get my new body?
44 what will You look like when i see You?
45 i still don't understand salvation - could You explain it to me more?
46 why did You create creation?
47 what will we be doing when and after heaven and earth become one?
48 what do i need to learn today?
49 what do i need to teach today?
50 what do You want to talk about?

looking at these questions, i think, "couldn't i have asked You something better?"