to Jesus, the Healer

i have not spoken with You for a long time - i have not been busy, only distracted. please heal our relationship. may we be best friends. may i not be legalistic, but real. thank You for Your precious promises - may i not lose hope in them. may i not be vain nor pitiful nor bitter nor too sweet. please heal my hurt and allow my wound to have time to heal - may they never be reopened. may i be beautiful. take away my ugliness. may i be strong in every way. may i not be rash or impulsive.
please forgive me and give me the grace to forgive others.
i am hurt - i have no words. please heal my heart.
may the Holy Spirit speak my unutterable longings for me.